It has been
a while since I have written about mental health, my own journey dealing with
depression and anxiety continues. I see my psychologist about once a month, and
my psychiatrist about once every three months. My time between visits I
continue to implement the things I have learned and explore books and articles.
One of the passions I picked up along the way is understanding abuse and how it
affects the way we live. Some paths I have looked at have been war and how the
hell of it spins a life time of recovery for many who lived through it. After
reading Elie Wiessell’s book Night in one of the classrooms I worked in,
I am convinced the book should be read by young adults, but below 15 I think it
is a tough read. Wiesel chronicles not just the brutal deaths and experience
in the holocaust, but I think he shares what the extreme abuse does to the human
soul.
Victor
Frankel shared how faith grew in the death camps and Wiesel shares how his
own childhood faith was destroyed. When you read Night he shares many who
prayed and lived their faith in the worse of conditions, but for Elie his
spiritual struggles were shaken. Many who prayed died, and Elie shares the
breakdown of life itself. In face of evil how would we respond? At 60, I would
not have survived. Survival itself wasn’t based on reason, but on the evil forces
at work on a world wide scale. Elie’s was broken, yet he moves in faith as he
prays for his father on page 87. Listen to his words:
“My God, Lord of the Universe, give
me the strength never to do what Rabbi Eliahou’s son has done.” The Rabbi’s son gave up on his
father who fell behind in a death run to the next camp to save his own hide.
Elie’s father demonstrated great love for his son, giving his son everything he
had so Elie could live. Elie wanted to do everything he could to help his dad
live. The evil generated by Hitler and his thugs overtook Elie’s father, but
they could not take away the love between the father and son. Elie’s prayer I
believe was answered.
War and
abuse of any kind is hellish, and our responses to it are multi layered. It may
take the rest our lives to recover from it, but is worth it. The violin player
in the book, was playing Beethoven before he died, I will never hear Beethoven
the same again. Hitler and hosts of evil cannot take away that me are made in
the image of God. They may take our lives but not our souls.
Health may
be poor, hope may be weathered by life’s trials but we are created in the image
of God. We can pray in faith; we can take the start right where we are. Life is
more than our brief journey on the third rock from the Sun. Keep walking
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