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Signs of Spring |
Our summer will end for awhile as he weather changes. Oh, it is March and it is supposed to be a little colder.
Changes in life are often good. Changing how I think about work has been good. Changes in my home has made my family's experience there better.
What we worry about is when changes are bad and we have to try and deal with them. In the Bible we are presented with changes that are called trials, Peter says "grieved by various trials," James uses the same words but the Message Bible translates, "when tests and challenges come at you from all sides" and the Living Bible translates, "troubles" we get the idea that in life changes can be negative.
But the funny thing is we are to great these troubles as with joy.
Why? I think I could write a book or two on that. Troubles come to all of us. Darby O'Gill reasoning in the pub felt "humans need the bad with the good." I don't know, but I do know we do get the bad with thee good. I know from experience and what is taught in 1 Peter, 2 Corinthians and James that God uses the troubles as trails that test us and strengthen us. As we draw near to the Lord, He works through the trial and makes us more in character like Jesus. Many of my troubles have been resolved. Many of my past worries have faded in my memory. Some trials have been life long.
Paul talked about a condition many people think that made it hard to see. He called it, "a thorn in the flesh." We may have treatments for his disease today, but he didn't. Many of my trials have been over come. They do indeed make us who we are today.
My Cerebral Palsy has taken a turn for the worse. My bones are good but the tissue and structures in my foot have been stressed and probably will require complicated surgery and a long recovery. I am going to try braces and whatever physical therapy I can do first, but surgery may be what I will have to do. I can't quit moving for that outcome is worse. Trials are not always brief, they actually can be a life time. I know that each and everyone of us has something we battle with. I am committed to taking these trials on and do so in a way that I continue to enjoy life and be useful in my service to my Lord. I didn't want the CP to get worse, but I can lean on the Lord and look at what I can do.
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Flowering trees at Joliet Central |
I like a fight analogy because there is real pain and draining of energy that I am experiencing. It has been a fight. Some fights you lose a bout. You may take a beating that takes time to recover. Returning to the ring may be unthinkable. The body recovers and with recovery comes renewal. The fighter retrains and the rematch happens. The outcome of the fight could go either way. The fighter retires but still trains because that has been his life.
I am not perfect, thus the fat man walks. Problems and trials can't be ignored. They hit us in the face everyday. I do what I can, walk, exercise, read, pray, relate to others around me. My goal is to continue to live life and enjoy life, getting the most out of my trials and troubles to move ahead. The flowering trees at work caught my eye. Joliet Central is a beautiful campus. The staff are skilled and hard working people. Teens can drive you crazy, but I like the students at Central. Most of the staff are much younger than I am. They are good people. I have been blessed with good friends and family. Hey I will continue to walk, bike, swim because life is worth living, keep walking.